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I Saw a Circumcision Today

The scurrying and thumping continued just above me, and the darkness surrounded my eyes. I reached over and peeked at my phone- checking the time. It was 4 AM: not time to wake up yet. I rolled back over and closed my eyes, trying to will the time to pass until morning when I knew the rats in the ceiling would either leave or be quiet. I heard a distant rooster cry through the dim dawn pushing its way through my window. The sound seemed to echo off every edge of the community as other roosters called back to the one, setting off a chorus of sounds.

'Not a great nights sleep for my first night back,' I thought to myself as eventually woke up almost three hours later. I tried to rouse myself from the deep indent of my body in my 6 inch foam mattress on the floor. The carpenter in town, whom I gave money to 6 weeks ago for materials, still hasn't finished my bed frame which will get me off the floor and out of the way of curious rats who might make rounds around my house as I'm sleeping.

I go about the semblance of a morning routine that I have—making coffee and breakfast, washing the previous night's dishes, tying up my mosquito net for the day, placing my mattress upright against the wall, setting my solar lights on my roof to charge, and getting dressed to go down to the clinic—before pulling my bag over my shoulder and heading out the door.

On my way to work, I pass many homes with inhabitants sitting outside in communal kitchens. Greetings in Bassa are thrown from either side of the road, usually following a squeal of my bassa name, 'Amucheeeeeeee' to get my attention. The hot morning sun beats down on me as I journey down the road, burning away the morning coolness and fog. The crunch of dirt and small rocks underfoot as I take each step accompanies me down the stretch of orange, dusty road.

The staff at the health clinic excitedly respond to the sight of me with a smile and a 'happy new year!' I make my rounds with each worker, throwing my right hand out for a slick handshake that ends with a friendly and simultaneous snap of the middle and thumb fingers as the fingers pull away from each other. I hardly remember how to do a normal handshake anymore as this form of greeting has become so second nature to me.

We have a larger-than-normal crowd at the clinic this morning, so I greet them all with a group
'mwe-o,' used to say 'Good Morning' in Bassa.

As my colleagues go about their individual jobs, I observe the cases we have for the day by watching which door they go to (which tells me which health worker they are visiting). In the surveillance room: a circumcision, weighing babies and sitting outside the antenatal room: a bunch of pregnant or new moms, and in the epi room: a boy with a swollen hand in a makeshift sling.

Later, a motorbike pulls up at the gate and lets off two women and a baby. I notice that the one can barely stand on her own as the older woman supports her body and carries the baby on her back. After that, two men walk up with some background story to tell, but which I don't catch as they're sharing it in the local language.

The boy with the swollen hand, a result of an infected and deep cut on his finger, is seen first and his wound is cleaned before he's given antibiotics and medicine.

The circumcision was next and, Surprise!, I was pulled into the room to see it. The 2 week old was injected with three shots of Liteocaine (a numbling liquid) The foreskin on his penis was stretched widthwise with a pair of surgical tong things. It was then pulled away from his body, clipped together with another pair of surgical tongs, and a pair of surgical scissors was used to slice off the loosened skin. The doctor then went closely around the remaining incision and clipped off additional skin using the same method and even by using string to tie skin extra tight before cutting. The baby screamed blood-curdling screams the entire time. Then the doctor dribbled some iodine solution on it and wrapped the penis in gauze before handing the infant back to his aunt who had brought him into the room.

As we walked out of the room, I realized that I was sweating and feeling lightheaded and nauseous from just the sight of the mini surgical procedure. A future in medicine or hospital work is probably not in the cards for me. Regardless, I'm appreciative of all of the rare experiences that I'm able to have simply by being here and working with a rural health clinic. 

The woman who could barely walk was immediately taken into the 'inpatient' or 'dressing' room, laid down on a bed after she arrived.They gave her a fluid IV after it was determined that she was severely dehydrated.

Of the two men coming from a neighboring town, one of them had beat up his pregnant sister the previous night (she is ok as far as I know seeing as how she did not come to our hospital for assistance) and had been locked up by the local police overnight. This morning, he'd complained of being sick and had thrown up, so they'd allowed him to go to the hospital before continuing with this trial. He didn't show any signs of sickness, but when they took his blood pressure, one clinic worker promptly reminded the other to put on gloves. When I asked why later, he reminded me that it was a residual precaution from ebola times: anytime someone had come in saying they'd thrown up recently, they would treat that patient with extreme caution, suspecting ebola.

The thick afternoon heat and humidity began to set in, even in the shade-soaked and covered open-air space where we do patient registration. Tiring of sitting and observing the happenings around the clinic and with a stomach beginning to growl in hunger, I bid farewell to my colleagues and headed home under the dense sun splaying across the cloudless, blue sky.



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